Sitting here on the couch today, I’ve made a decision not to sell myself short.
I’ve decided I’m going to stand up for myself when other people say “you’re not good enough.”
I’ve decided to say “yes, I am.”
I’m no longer going to please people as if my life depended on it.
These past few days, I’ve seen a change in my habits. I no longer procrastinate, I stick to the things that I say I’m gonna do and I am more disciplined than ever.
I have become this way not because I am strong or successful, but because I have failed.
I have failed and realised that I didn’t want to diminish myself anymore.
Today I cried buckets and buckets of tears. Today, the plan that I had set into motion didn’t pan out.
But that’s ok, because when the rain speaks, nothing else can be heard. It’s just the rain and I. Stripping away all the inessentials.